It's such a simple act, one of the few Marcus had done before Darrow, hurriedly and in dark corners, but none of those memories even so much as surface now. Touching Dan is different. It's so much better than what he'd done before when he was exploring and confused and not entirely certain if the touches would cause God to stop speaking with him or, even worse, have him sent to Hell.

None of that surfaces in him now. Marcus knows God doesn't care, knows His love is real, and he knows, too, that he would never want something like this if it were bad in any way. To want Dan is to serve God, too, in exactly the way Marcus was meant too. To be the man he was always supposed to be.

He kisses Dan, kissing him harder, stroking his cock a little faster now. He wants to see Dan come, wants to hear the sounds he makes, wants to feel the warmth on his fingers. He wants nothing more than that, nothing more than to just make Dan feel good.