"The not knowing is the worst part," Dutch murmurs, nodding and staring at the terrible picture she's drawn. It's nothing special but it's not her worst. She's able to make out what everything is even if it's roughly drawn, asymmetrical, and crooked. But, it's still a good imitation of the room she remembers when she was younger.

"I can make up the best and the worst possibilities in my head but not knowing what's real and what's not is going to be the thing that sends me off the deep end, probably," Dutch says with a snicker. "This stupid city, not even letting us know what's happening. I suppose if they give a little, we'd want more."